I’m addicted to self-harming…
I can’t stop cutting myself and I even had the thought about burning myself. I cut even when I’m not depressed because it makes me happy. I’ve come to the conclusion that I’m addicted to cutting….and I don’t know if I want to stop. I don’t even tell my friends and family that I’m still cutting and when they see the cuts I lie and say that I fell or ran into something. I feel like I need to stop, but I’ve been self harming for years….my scars have scars. I’m having a hard time trying to find professional help (insurance issues), and I don’t know how long it will be until I slit my artery. I think I need serious help….but I can’t find it.
I needed to rant a bit. Thanks for reading and thanks for any advice on finding professional help.
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