reason help: I want to die, I just don’t want my death to mean nothing.

Kwizabuk

I want to die, I just don’t want my death to mean nothing.

I want to die for a reason which is the only reason I’m still here. The only time I haven’t felt this way was when I was with my wife. She cheated on me and left me and here I am worse off than before.

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San Francisco, CA, US | 11 months, 2 weeks ago (0 minutes after post)

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Kwizabuk 0 #
An Unknown Location | 11 months, 2 weeks ago (8 minutes after post)

I just don’t understand the point to life.

Dr. Jackson 43 #
An Unknown Location | 11 months, 2 weeks ago (13 minutes after post)

I don’t think anyone truly understands it…
Have you thought about joining the military? (If your young enough)

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Kwizabuk 0 #
An Unknown Location | 11 months, 2 weeks ago (16 minutes after post)

I’m actually going thru the application process for the military. I feel I would be best suited for it because I don’t fear death. That I would be willing to make that sacrafice.

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An Unknown Location | 11 months, 2 weeks ago (20 minutes after post)

Jackson said, and I agree, that no one truly understands it. I sure don’t. So why do you think you have this reaction to same unknown that we experience? You sound like a a really great person for not wanting your death to be meaningless and wanting to sacrifice it for others. If you want to know my opinion, it’s that we need more people like you on this earth :)

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Kwizabuk 0 #
An Unknown Location | 11 months, 2 weeks ago (24 minutes after post)

I don’t know why I started to feel this way. I just have never felt true happiness until I was with my wife. Then she hurt me so much I feel like a shell of who I used to be, I hate that I have to have someone else in my life like that to make me want to continue on with life. I hate that I’d have to burden someone else with making me happy because I’m incapable of finding it myself. Everyday I tell myself to keep moving on. To keep going, but then everyday I just want to cry. I want to know why someone I loved so much, someone who did something so great as to make me love life. How they could do this to me.

bloo #
An Unknown Location | 11 months, 2 weeks ago (31 minutes after post)

Kwizabuk, we are social beings. If a baby is raised by monkeys, it will learn to communicate with them. My point is that the fact that she hurts you only shows that you are human. We are validated by other humans. What you guys had, as you make it sound, was beautiful. What if you could give that some other lucky girls. Do you think it would be fair for her, if you just decided to “quit”. I’m not saying that it doesn’t suck. I’m simply saying that if you’ve witness something like that (which,by the envious of) I would be more optimistic that it exist out there. That you can feel like this again, if you allow yourself. If you are kind of enough to allow it

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An Unknown Location | 11 months, 2 weeks ago (48 minutes after post)

I am no expert bit death will never solve anything you are only human you feel
hurt but that just proves your human. She human too if you do choose death not only you will be hurt but so will
she no matter how you look at it, it really seems life is not fair but in all you met and love people to
help mold and make you into a great human being.
All I’m saying is don’t give up!

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An Unknown Location | 11 months, 2 weeks ago (59 minutes after post)

I don’t think depression is a good reason to join the military. During your training, they will call you names, tell you you are worthless, control you utterly every moment of every day, subject you to sleep deprivation and hunger, and deliberately and publicly humiliate you in a variety of ways. I was in, I know. This post isn’t meant as either a criticism or acommendation of the military. I’m just saying that if you go in depressed and feeling like you want to die, you probably won’t make it through boot camp. I think Bloo’s advice is excellent: keep an eye out for someone new to let into your life and to love. It will hurt less with time.

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An Undisclosed Location | 11 months, 2 weeks ago (8 hours, 35 minutes after post)

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An Unknown Location | 10 months, 4 weeks ago (2 weeks, 6 days after post)

This is for the guy that wants to die but wants it to mean something… I am going through this with my husband. I left him a year in a half ago because he was cheating. He has attempted suicide and was put in the hospital. Due to this, he lost his job and maybe homeless in a week. I have been helping him financially and emotionally. I know it feels like the end of the world but there are people in worst situations. You dont want to hear this but you WILL be happy again just hold on and see what life has to offer. You can make it through. Be strong!!

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