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I’m jealous of my older brother.
He is an amazing singer and he plays guitar and piano by ear. I sing too and I also play guitar and piano, but my family always wants him to sing and they never include me. They’ll include my cousin who’s a year younger than me, so I know it’s not like because I’m younger, I’m being ignored. She has a beautiful voice as well, but it pisses me off because it feels like she’s trying to take my place. Me and my brother were in choir together for a year and my family always came to see him and then when he graduated, for my last two years of high school, nobody came to my shows like they did for him. And what’s worse is that my cousin not only joined choir after I did, everyone went to her shows in the same freakin year. I’m also mad that because of her talent whenever she’s at my house, her and my brother exclude me and sing together and play guitar together. And whenever they talk about music they leave me out and act as if I don’t know what they know. And my cousin used to be my best friend and now all she does is hang out with my brother. She doesn’t talk to me on the phone as much as she used to and basically texts and talks to my brother all the time and people often ask if they’re siblings and make it seem like I’m just a friend of theirs. I am jealous of both of them. I am close to both of them, but whenever they get together, I’m left out. I am trying my best not to hate either of them, but i feel like when it comes down to it, I’m going to stop talking to them both and the sad part is that they probably won’t even notice.
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