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How to stop my parents from pushing their religion on me?
My mom is a firm believer in God. I am not. It may sound weird, I don’t really believe in God, but I believe in and kind of worship the Devil. I’m interested in demonic rituals, and just demons and the Devil in general. I was to get tattoos of demonic symbols all over my body. I used to not believe in both God and Demons until I started to hear the voices of demons. People blame this on my schizophrenia, but I am pretty sure what I hear are demons and they actually listen to what I have to say and in exhange they promise me power and revenge over my enemies. But now I am a firm believer in demons, but not in God which is weird because you can’t have one without the other, but it’s how I think.
Now the problem is that my mom is trying to force me to go to church and read the bible, and I’m sick of her trying to force her religious views on me. How do I make her stop and tell her that I might possibly be a Devil worshiper?
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I’m sorry to say, but you are ruining yourself. You are right you can’t believe in one without the other. I’m sorry that you hear voices. That must be pretty traumatic. I have went through something similar and I’m glad God is real otherwise the demons would still be bothering me. You really need to think about what you are saying. What you are saying is I stand for what the Devil is and I would rather go to Hell than Heaven. You know that’s very unthinkable to me. I hope you realize before it’s too late. Anyhow I’m happier with the wisdom God has given me more than I would be with the Hell the Devil will put me through for some power you think you have. I hope you go see a doctor because you are already saying you are schizophrenic and from my experiences that’s something I think the Devil uses to his advantage or he may even make you that way. I don’t know, but I would be praying for sanity before it’s too late. I hope that you realize God loves you and doesn’t want to lose you to the Devil, but it is a choice and unfortunately you are the one making it.
I assume you mean the demonic voices. They tell me things like, “we can help you.” and “let us give you power.” Dark and evil things usually dealing with my own hatred.
Anonymous wrote:
How rude…..how am I a joke?
Well either you’re an internet troll and making this up to stir up controversy just for kicks, or you’re not joking which makes you mentally unstable. As you said, you have schizophrenia, which trust me, accounts for the “demons” you think you hear.
So, you’re either a stupid, bored troll with no life, or you’re very troubled mentally and need to get psychiatric help immediately. Which is it?
Yeah I was diagnosed with schizophrenia a few months ago. The reason why I’m leaning towards the Devil is that I feel like God doesn’t care about me. All these bad things have happened to me such as my parents’ divorce, the death of a friend, and I myself have become a cutter and is suicidal. I’ve tried to pray before, and I feel like God doesn’t want to listen and help me. So when I hear these demonic voices, listening to me and promising that they can help, I feel like they want to somehow help me. I know this all sounds weird….
knowitall wrote:
Anonymous wrote:
How rude…..how am I a joke?Well either you’re an internet troll and making this up to stir up controversy just for kicks, or you’re not joking which makes you mentally unstable. As you said, you have schizophrenia, which trust me, accounts for the “demons” you think you hear.
So, you’re either a stupid, bored troll with no life, or you’re very troubled mentally and need to get psychiatric help immediately. Which is it?
I was diagnosed with schizophrenia a few months ago. And I feel that the voices I hear are real. It’s hard for me to believe that it’s all in my head.
Don’t tell your mom that you are a devil worshipper, that is just cruel. She loves you, wants you to be well, and on top of that, she’s trying to save your soul. I’m sorry you have schizophrenia, it’s a horrible thing to deal with. Take your meds.
Well. It’s your life, but I wouldn’t go around worshiping the devil. Do what you want, though I urge you to find a more peaceful religion.
Anonymous wrote:
Yeah I was diagnosed with schizophrenia a few months ago. The reason why I’m leaning towards the Devil is that I feel like God doesn’t care about me. All these bad things have happened to me such as my parents’ divorce, the death of a friend, and I myself have become a cutter and is suicidal. I’ve tried to pray before, and I feel like God doesn’t want to listen and help me. So when I hear these demonic voices, listening to me and promising that they can help, I feel like they want to somehow help me. I know this all sounds weird….
The devil is the master deceiver. You think he promises great things, but remember you play with fire you will get burned. I have never met a power stronger than that of the Lord. It reminds me of a missionary who went to Africa and witch doctors saw the tent that the missionary were saving people in. The witch doctors were intrigued and came to the tent because they said they have never seen powers so much stronger than their own. They saved the witch doctors that night.
I like to remember the bible verse: Luke 10:19 Behold, I have given you authority to tread on serpents and scorpions, and over all the power of the enemy, and nothing shall hurt you.
I have learned that when demons were around me or in a dream I would say the Blood of Jesus Christ or I would call for Jesus to help and the demons would flee, but you have to believe in God. You need to be saved by Jesus Christ. Ask God for faith because without faith we can’t have a great relationship with God. Bad things will happen if you worship either, bad stuff happens in life. If you like bad things to happen the yeah the Devils to thank for it, but if you don’t like bad things to happen then think of God because in Heaven I believe that’s where we will all be perfected. You can’t think he doesn’t love you with the great promises he has made. The Bible will tell you how much he loves you, but you have to be faithful in order to truly hear the truth.
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knowitall wrote:
Anonymous wrote:
How rude…..how am I a joke?Well either you’re an internet troll and making this up to stir up controversy just for kicks, or you’re not joking which makes you mentally unstable. As you said, you have schizophrenia, which trust me, accounts for the “demons” you think you hear.
So, you’re either a stupid, bored troll with no life, or you’re very troubled mentally and need to get psychiatric help immediately. Which is it?
I was diagnosed with schizophrenia a few months ago. And I feel that the voices I hear are real. It’s hard for me to believe that it’s all in my head.
That’s like one of the main definitions of schizophrenia dude. You think it is all real, and it seems perfectly real to you, but trust me it isn’t. Certain parts of your brain are more active than they should be (or damaged in some cases, though this is a rare cause), while others are less so. This is a type of chemical imbalance, and you really need to get help from a professional.
knowitall wrote:
Anonymous wrote:
How rude…..how am I a joke?Well either you’re an internet troll and making this up to stir up controversy just for kicks, or you’re not joking which makes you mentally unstable. As you said, you have schizophrenia, which trust me, accounts for the “demons” you think you hear.
So, you’re either a stupid, bored troll with no life, or you’re very troubled mentally and need to get psychiatric help immediately. Which is it?
that’s not polite and are not helpful.
Im just going to assume your not a troll, you said have tattoos on your body? Don’t your mom see them? Or do you just hide them, or something. Well if that what’s your into, then just be straight up with mom. There may be a little chance she’llunderstand.
You are being extremely foolish. Chances are very good that those voices that you hear are demons. They always mean you extreme harm in the end - they are NOT your friends. If you go with them then it is for your soul forever. If you accept their power or help or revenge on your enemies, then you OWE. And they WILL collect.
Your mom loves you and is trying to save you, can you blame her? You are in real trouble….
Anonymous wrote:
Yeah I was diagnosed with schizophrenia a few months ago. The reason why I’m leaning towards the Devil is that I feel like God doesn’t care about me. All these bad things have happened to me such as my parents’ divorce, the death of a friend, and I myself have become a cutter and is suicidal. I’ve tried to pray before, and I feel like God doesn’t want to listen and help me. So when I hear these demonic voices, listening to me and promising that they can help, I feel like they want to somehow help me. I know this all sounds weird….
wait, you say God doesn’t care about you?
I thought you didn’t believe in God.
Hmmmm?!?!
The main question: How old are you?
beccafunn wrote:
Anonymous wrote:
Yeah I was diagnosed with schizophrenia a few months ago. The reason why I’m leaning towards the Devil is that I feel like God doesn’t care about me. All these bad things have happened to me such as my parents’ divorce, the death of a friend, and I myself have become a cutter and is suicidal. I’ve tried to pray before, and I feel like God doesn’t want to listen and help me. So when I hear these demonic voices, listening to me and promising that they can help, I feel like they want to somehow help me. I know this all sounds weird….wait, you say God doesn’t care about you?
I thought you didn’t believe in God.
Hmmmm?!?!
That’s the reason of WHY I don’t believe.
Zirbel wrote:
The main question: How old are you?
I’m 18.
Anonymous wrote:
Zirbel wrote:
The main question: How old are you?I’m 18.
So you are an adult and can believe what ever you want!
It doesn’t matter whether your parents agree. Go your way!
Disclaimer: I am not a Christian, I am not a Wiccan, I am not an Atheist, I am not a Satanist.
What you are doing is dangerous. The simple fact of the matter is that there are many forces and energies on this earth, some lighter than others, some darker than others. The only way to find peace is to find balance among these energies, between dark and light - this is why attempting to conjure “angels” can be just as dangerous as attempting to conjure “demons”. These are powerful entities that work in ways most humans cannot understand. Very dark energies are hungry, very light energies are full; oftentimes the light is looking for a release through humanity, while the dark is searching to devour. These voices that you hear are not on your side, they seek to envelop you and drain you of whatever positive energies may be within you - they see you as a vessel for their own purposes. Your schizophrenia is a very real condition that should be taken care of with a therapist, and will only be worsened by meddling with what you refer to as “demons”.
“God” and “the Devil” are not two separate entities, they are mutually exclusive energies that cannot function without eachother. Yin and Yang, Negative and Positive, Dark and Light, Fire and Water, Night and Day.
Good luck and blessings to you.
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