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I dont know when to draw the fine line.
I have been with the same guy since we were 15, we are now 28 yrs old. He is my bestfriend and has always been there for me. Basically i aloud him to take care of me for yrs why i was a depressing loser. He never once gave up on me or walked away. He has always been so nice and helpful thru out my life time with him. We are not perfect by no mean (who is i guess)but I guess im finding myself falling out love with him. Im mad at myself because i just dont get why. I keep holding on hoping that maybe it will go away or one of us will change so i can get back the love and happiness i once had with him. I guess i just dont know how to let go of something that is all you have ever known and that i feel I owe him the world for all he has done for me… i really cant even see myself doing very well in life with out him next to me ( makes me nerves) i dont even know were to start. So from the sound of that i should be in love with him right? but im not that kills me. I guess i wouldnt say i dont love him bc i do… just not like i use too an i want that back. I want that back because i have wish my whole life to get married to him… and now ill never get that chance . what is wrong with me?
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