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I don’t see a point to anything anymore, and I hate it.
I used to be vibrant and happy, eager to get my life started. I used to read books, draw endlessly and hang out with friends. I’m only 14, and yeah, I know I have a lot of life ahead of me. But I don’t know. I used to be excited about living my adult life and basque in my youth until last year.
It’s been almost a year now, but I remember having what was either a vivid dream, or a near-death experience. I remember I was at Heaven’s Gates, waiting for Saint Peter to open the door, only 13 years old. I remember him letting me in, and then getting judgment. I was excited, but at the same time sad I was dead. But I awoke, and not too long after this dream, I had another about a man warning me about my death being swift.
Ever since I’ve had those dreams, I haven’t felt a need to live life. It’s like depression..I haven’t told my parents, because I fear they won’t understand or jut over-react at the fact that I had a dream like that. Or blame my friends for influencing my dreams..etc. The feeling is terrible..I don’t know what to do anymore. :( Do I need therapy?
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