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I don’t see a point to anything anymore, and I hate it.

I used to be vibrant and happy, eager to get my life started. I used to read books, draw endlessly and hang out with friends. I’m only 14, and yeah, I know I have a lot of life ahead of me. But I don’t know. I used to be excited about living my adult life and basque in my youth until last year.

It’s been almost a year now, but I remember having what was either a vivid dream, or a near-death experience. I remember I was at Heaven’s Gates, waiting for Saint Peter to open the door, only 13 years old. I remember him letting me in, and then getting judgment. I was excited, but at the same time sad I was dead. But I awoke, and not too long after this dream, I had another about a man warning me about my death being swift.

Ever since I’ve had those dreams, I haven’t felt a need to live life. It’s like depression..I haven’t told my parents, because I fear they won’t understand or jut over-react at the fact that I had a dream like that. Or blame my friends for influencing my dreams..etc. The feeling is terrible..I don’t know what to do anymore. :( Do I need therapy?

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An Undisclosed Location | 11 months, 2 weeks ago (2 minutes after post)

Your parents know more than you think. Trust them. If there is something troubling their child, they would rather know than find out from someone else that may include falsehoods and lies.

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An Unknown Location | 11 months, 2 weeks ago (12 minutes after post)

southern_comfort, IP wrote:
Your parents know more than you think. Trust them. If there is something troubling their child, they would rather know than find out from someone else that may include falsehoods and lies.

Well, I’ve told them about these types of things when I was younger but they shrugged it off as if it was nothing. I can’t be open as I want to be with them anymore. In fact, I was trying to vent to them just the other day, but they told me to confide in my friends..

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