I met this girl when I was really young.
From the first moment we met we both liked eachother mire then friends. It was amazing because this girl is so beautiful and has such a great personality. We had such a profound summer romance and when we got into highschool , I was going through personal issues and dumped her. She was heart broken and started Dating this other boy at first just to get over me and then she grew to love him. They went out for two years during which I was putting myself together and realized so plain and clearly how stupid I was to let this girl go. I just had to have her back, I couldn’t stop thinking about her. I saw her somewhere when she was dating her new boyfriend and from then went on to texting her, having conversations and such. At first she wasn’t very open or nice to me. I don’t Blame her,I broke up with her like a total dickhead. Anyways after having conversations via text message she started being nice and enjoying the conversation as much as I was. We would talk all the time. The problem was that she was still going out with this boy but deep down I know that she wanted to be with me. She’s a really good hearted girl so she didn’t want to hurt her boyfriend at the time so she had to stay with him. I continued to talk to her none the less, I just needed her, I absolutely had to be with her. After some more time of just talking to her I began ri work my love into her heart and eventually persuaded my way into being with her. She left her boyfriend which caused such a dilemma between me and her boyfriend. But I had her, and it was amazing having her back in my arms, being able to kiss her lips… Anyways we went out for a little more then three Years. For the first few years doing nothing but spending every waking hour together. SERIOUSLY THOUGH - NOT GETTING ANY SPACE FROM EACH OTHER. In the later years she began ti want space and by that time I was so attached and probably clingy that problems began to arise. Things started ti go diwnhill and eventually it led to a break up. She said there was too much pressure on her, that she couldn’t handle my happiness depending on her( that was very true) she said we had to grow. She’s a really nice girl so I know she just wasn’t bullshitting me about this. Anyways we broke up, i moved ti California. Its been a year and im going back. We’ve talked here and there and we get on really good. But nothings come up about us getting back together. I love this girl… Plain and simple… I’d do anything fir her , absolutely anything. I still can’t stop thinking about her. I told her this through text message, she didn’t respond. Maybe it got her thinking. I told her that my heart would always belong to her. That she’s the one I want, that she’s always been the one… This girl is the most amazing girl I’ve ever met. Ifbit were jus about t looks, i have such An rasure time getting over hẻr. But it hẻr personality too, she was my best friend. Ice moved hẻr since i was 14. Now im 20 and shas 21. I need hervlove. I know that sometimes people probable think that turre in live. I don’t think, i know i ll love hẻr. Id be happy for the rest if my life if i got hẻr back. I cant stop feeling this wat about hẻr, the chemistry berreen me and hẻr has always been remarkable.
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