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how do i know if this girl likes me back?
we’ve had this thing and i dont really know how to explain it but i guess ill try and tell the story. ok so basically this started back in october when we both went to the same sat camp, yeah i know it’s pretty sad but im actually a very sad person with a very sad life and that’s the thing because there are so many more interesting and exciting people she’s friends with which makes me wonder if/why she chose me. also we’re 16. so basically we started talking and talking about random stuff like sats or this guy that she friend zoned or school. also we go to the same school. so yeah we talked a lot but mostly about random stuff not meaningful stuff or anything. and then eventually we got closer and we started talking about more important stuff like life and goals since we’re in the same english class and all so a discussion on the book would eventually get to a discussion about life or super powers or music but yeah. so eventually we got pretty close and i asked her to prom like 2 months in advance. then we went on this thing called intensive learning together and we went to florence with this group from our school but we would “get lost” and go random places and then turn up back in the group before anyone noticed. and we sat together on the 8 hour plane ride there and just talked, and on the way back for the 8 hours we talked again but then at the end there was some turbulence and i grabbed her hand and she didnt pull away and yeah. btw i dont have many other friends so no one would care if i was gone, but she has lots of friends so finding a way to get out was kinda difficult but yeah. So we ate dinner together and went on long walks together. One night there were bugs in her room so she went over to my room, btw youre not allowed to 1. leave your room after lights out and 2. go in the boys rooms. we were in a hotel btw. so she knocked on my door and i went outside and we basically talked there until she got her new room that was bug free. florence was the best, it was all hugs and stuff. when we got back it was kinda sad but we had prom to look forward to. btw at this point people ask if we’re dating but 1. she’s not allowed to officially date and 2. she said she doesn’t want to be somebody’s something. so we went to prom and it was awesome and we hugged at the end. btw i never kissed a girl before and i still havent so we didnt do that. but then she had to leave to go to a competition and she went in a car with the teacher driving and there was this guy from our grade that was there with her and he liked her and he grabbed her hand but then she called me so that she could pull her hand away but then he put his head on her shoulder and she was freaking out and she talked to me the entire way and the entire way back. when she got back from that she just didnt come into school the next day because the guy would be there. so then i asked her to the movies but her mom said that there had to be another kid, and this other kid is very exciting and cool and ecstatic all the time and she asked him if he would go. and i really wanted to go with her so i said yeah, so the kid sat in another row and we cuddled and watched the avengers and then i kissed her on the cheek but she didnt kiss me back. we still cuddled and held hands. but the next day she was like i think we can’t do that and that we can’t be that and we should still be friends because i really like talking to you. and there were like 10 days left of school and i was like ok sure, because she was the only person that understood me and knew who i was and i didnt want to lose that. so it got worse and the second to last day of school she basically said she didnt want to talk to me anymore and that she needed space to think. and then later that day she basically says im sorry and i want you and i was stupid to let you go. then the next day, which was the last day of school, we snuck off campus and away from her friends who she normally hangs out with and we went up town and we walked and talked and hugged and held hands and awkwardly bumped arms when we were walking and it was just like in florence except better because idk i cant really explain it. so then we went around and did stuff and talked over skype which we basically did every night. and she has this tumblr and it was filled with love posts and stuff like “just friends” with two people kissing, and yeah, im just a stupid lonely boy i dont understand why she would want me. if it helps at all the ecstatic boy who went with us to the movies is like her best friend and she questioned whether or not he was gay and he’s african american, idk if you want to know anything more just ask please, im not going to see her until august so i really want to know.
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