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Help with career
My situation is a bit tricky and will take a while to explain. Basically, I am with my boyfriend who loves me but won’t commit to a future with me. He cheated on me in the past, and when he did we broke up and I started seeing someone else. The boyfriend then turned his life around and for almost a year has done nothing wrong. I, on the other hand have been talking to the other guy on and off and we have told each other that we love each other. So, I’m in love with both of them, for different reasons.
Now, my job means that I am often away from my boyfriend, but if I continued, I *may* get to see the other guy. But I want to quit my job. I have to pay them 6,000 to break the contract (to cover training costs) this is doable, if I may month by month. I want to work at home, and be close to my boyfriend and work things out, because I do truly beleive that we have a future.
So, I applied for a job,and they told me I’d need to go away for 5 months to train first. I’m worried about the impact that this might have on my relationship. My boyfriend says he loves me but won’t really talk about the future. He says he doesn’t know if we will be together in 6 months.
I don’t know what to do. If I carry on witht the job I’m in, then I think there will be a massive rift between me and my boyfriend. I might also be unfaithful to him withthe other guy. The other guy has said he loves me and wants to have a life with me, and has offered me many wonderful things taht my boyfriend hasn’t. I really want it to work with my boyfriend but if I commit to him, and leave my job, I will have to pay a lot of money, potentially for him to then break up with me, and I will then be left living near him, and unable to stop seeing him/ calling him/ texting etc, because I am very needy.
This is long and confusing, so thankyou for reading it :) Any help is greatly appreciated xx
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