my boyfriend has a house from his divorce and wants to move in and wants me to move in with him.
( i already live with him now). i am cool with it and its just a house. it doesnt mean he will thk of his past. he even told me it didnt feel right him living there with her. he says he wasnt happy. he says he wants us to live a happy life and do what it is we want to do together as a family (my kids and his kid). i just dont know how to feel. i have been down ever since i heard we were moving in there. i dont know if i am being cursed or blessed. i am so afraid to bring my feelings to him. because he is happy he gets the house. can any help ease my worry or whatever it is i am feeling.
we are now 1 week away from moving in. and i have so much stress and anxiety. he wants me to tell him how i feel. but i don’t want him to know i’m weak. my kids are adjusting well. he is loving that he will be able to have a house again and do our business. why do i feel like this? i don’t even know what i am feeling. i am more scared then anything and i have cried several times already. what is wrong with me? why is this so hard. i get tense and clam up when the house gets brought up even when i am alone and think about it.
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