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umm…not kill yourself. Change your life around for the better. Get a job that you will respect and have others respect.

stop the hooker career. Talk with your parents.
Maybe don’t tell them what you did, see if you can get help going to
a school, medical is a good career choice
There is so much to see, trust me I’m 195 yr old woman
Yes I have BAD time, quite often, as a matter of fact
I broke a filling, last week, i have no auto because my son has ruined my last 4 cars. He was going to take me, I had to make a 7:15 am appointment & leave my home at 6am, according to him. I got up early, caLLED AT 6:30AM He said he had to work.
I borrowed a car from a man who treats me like dirt, crying all the way there.
I saw a good sized Bald Eagle standing on the road, if made me feel better.
Look for the good things, or a good thing.
I care very much for the people on this site.
Killing yourself is not the answer, the hardest thinkg to do is to live

so_sad199 wrote:

cheers wrote:
please feel free out of those worries… all these things are trying to get you down but you shouldn’t give up, because there are times/places/people you should meet who need you more than anyone else on earth.

but i can’t face my parents…should i leave or not ?

maybe your parents can help you through this time. Why do you think your parents know you were a hooker?

try not worry about anyone else at the moment, you are the most important person, you need to take care of yourself, sort out who you are and who you wanna be, find your place and then deal with everyone. theres so much out there for you, dont let it go.

Hi Dear,

I am sorry that you are so sad angel do not give up. There is always choices.
May I ask you if you are doing this work to make money because it is the only thing you can think to do? I know there are other ways to have a nice place to stay with your rent paid and a normal situation.
You are ashamed of your parents knowing this, but it would be so much worse for them to find there child dead because she thought they would never forgive it.

Stop all those thoughts, they are from darkness and you do not belong to that. Be well sister, do not fret this is repairable. You are not a piece of trash that should die.

You have a purpose that is not yet seen. Do not give into the frequent crappy talk in your head, it is not fair to leave oneself no way out.
Be still and think about this, you can make a choice to be free now instead of going further into this.

If you do want to earn money, please think about other better options. The one that I think might be good for you at the moment is to work as live in Housekeeper or Nanny, all your needs are taken care, you will have a normal life and come away once all for all from that stuff.

Please know that U turns in life are always possible dear, u will come past this and have a new life and be forgiven. Hang in there.

Agape

No you are not. Has someone said that to you? If you have had a hard tome of it learning that is not the end of the world there are ways around that. If you were interested.

Everyone has purpose, even if you can not see it or feel it your life is not by accident. This time has been hard for you, yes but it has held something in it to learn from as well. Your able my dear beyond what you imagine. None are useless.

If you want out lets do find a way, I am happy that searched out help and have been so brave through all of it. There is woman who has an apartment above mine who is being controlled by her pimp and I hear her all the time getting beat up. It is no life baby girl you need to rescue yourself and not let anything stop you. Are you afraid of leaving?

You have a choice and if there is someone holding you and controlling you I am sure there are ways to solve that as well.

I just needs to come from you, when you determine u can do this and start to make small steps forward, it will click in place and you will be suddenly no longer defining yourself like this. More good is possible in your life when you allow the possibility of change to come.

ok, you don’t know what else to do.
Work at a fast food place for a while,
See if you can get some kind of grant or whatever it’s called
to help you to a trading school, Lots of them (schools) have assistance they can help you get

can you contact a church or shelter. Lots of women’s shelters let you stay while going to school

so_sad199 wrote:
should i tell my parents the truth now ro in a couple months ???

maybe now, sit down “Mom, Dad, i made bad decisions but i need your help”

Okay we can fix this. First of all where are you located in general terms?
There are resources we can look up to help you out of this and give you all the help you need.

it is going to be okay…. just lets us help you right now because it is to overwhelming.. sending you hugs

I am proud of you for reaching out, it is okay ..

Hi sorry I have had to step away for a moment.. let me look for something you can do..

I have something
http://www.greataupair.com/index.cfm
this is a site to find work ALL OVER THE WORLD as an Au pair you can come anywhere and they will not know your past, You can start over and have a safe place to live ..please have a good look

Be well

Agape