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why do the littlest things depress the ever loving crap outta me?

just listening to a song on the way home reminded me of my kids mother who killed herself over 3 years ago. why cant i get these depressed thoughts out of my mind? i know ill get blasted for asking this stuff since everyone here thinks i dont want change and love being miserable. maybe i do, maybe i dont, maybe its time to leave this earth?

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verge offline Verified User (1 year, 2 months) Long Term User Shouts: 134 #
An Unknown Location | 11 months, 1 week ago (1 minute after post)

Don’t leave this Earth. I didn’t know you had a kid. There’s your reason to live.

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beth136196 offline Verified User (11 months, 1 week) Long Term User Shouts: 0 #
An Unknown Location | 11 months, 1 week ago (13 minutes after post)

Having memories about someone who has died allows them to live on. I’m sure you probably enjoyed many good times together. Remember these times, laugh and share with your children the great memories you have. They are probably hurting too. She lived alonger life than the days before she died, so why only have memories that make you sad. A life can be a minute, an hour a year or 100 years. It doesn’t matter providing you left something good behind and she did, your kids. And a **** load of good memories if look beond your grief.

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just here for help offline Verified User (1 year, 2 months) Long Term User Shouts: 1 #
An Undisclosed Location | 11 months, 1 week ago (27 minutes after post)

well… yeah its not an easy thing you can forget easy. but now you have more big responsibility… your kids… just try and do your best for your life and their life

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beth136196 offline Verified User (11 months, 1 week) Long Term User Shouts: 0 #
An Unknown Location | 11 months, 1 week ago (32 minutes after post)

Don’t try and forget. Try and remember the funny moments you shared together. Stop and think of one now, care to share it?

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TheSuicidalOne offline Verified User (1 year, 7 months) Long Term User Shouts: 2 #
An Unknown Location | 11 months, 1 week ago (42 minutes after post)

yea i forgot to mention, i do not have my kids, they were taken from me after sally died because i was a drugged up, drunken loser who ******* stay strong. i am a weak weak man and ill never see my kids again. according to family court and social services i am NOT allowed to see them ever again, nice life huh? now tell me why i want to live again?

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verge offline Verified User (1 year, 2 months) Long Term User Shouts: 134 #
An Unknown Location | 11 months, 1 week ago (1 hour after post)

Because anything is possible.

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Savanna_ offline Verified User (1 year, 11 months) Long Term User Shouts: 34 #
An Undisclosed Location | 11 months, 1 week ago (1 hour, 37 minutes after post)

the_manning_er wrote:
yea i forgot to mention, i do not have my kids, they were taken from me after sally died because i was a drugged up, drunken loser who ******* stay strong. i am a weak weak man and ill never see my kids again. according to family court and social services i am NOT allowed to see them ever again, nice life huh? now tell me why i want to live again?

Yet you are still here.. why is that?
Maybe you should answer your own question.

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TheSuicidalOne offline Verified User (1 year, 7 months) Long Term User Shouts: 2 #
An Unknown Location | 11 months, 1 week ago (2 hours, 39 minutes after post)

Savanna_ wrote:

the_manning_er wrote:
yea i forgot to mention, i do not have my kids, they were taken from me after sally died because i was a drugged up, drunken loser who ******* stay strong. i am a weak weak man and ill never see my kids again. according to family court and social services i am NOT allowed to see them ever again, nice life huh? now tell me why i want to live again?

Yet you are still here.. why is that?
Maybe you should answer your own question.

i dont know why i am still here, but i dont like it

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Savanna_ offline Verified User (1 year, 11 months) Long Term User Shouts: 34 #
An Undisclosed Location | 11 months, 1 week ago (2 hours, 51 minutes after post)

Maybe that is what you should find out.

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