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i really hate my life ive been through so much i just
cant think of any reason to live anymore i have no friends my family hates me i have nobody to lean on and i cant find the motavation to do anything im basicly homeless and the fact that ive seen my basicly mother die right in front of me makes me want to end my life because i have nobody and i feel like as soon as she passed away my whole family turned there back on me i lived with an aunt for about a year then got kicked out because i couldnt find a job now i live with a friend who really isnt even a friend and his mom is giving him his house and i know im going to be kicked out as soon as its his place i just cant do it anymore i have dreams of me standing were my aunt (she was like my mom) was when she died and ive had dreams that it was avoided just to wake up and see that im still this shell of a person who cant even care about myself enough to do anything good i just want to do nothing all day and i just want to be happy but nothing i do will help i just dont really know what to do were i live i get called a bum and a loser a pieice of **** a dumb *** a lazy **** and i just always want to cry nobody understands how it is to watch the only person in ur life thats ever helped u and acted like a mom to u to watch that person be killed by a man who wasnt even saposed to be driving and then have to move across the country to an aunts house u dont even really know and to be kicked out of ur house and lose everything and to have no friends and be made fun of day in and day out and to wish and dream of things that u wanted that was just ripped away from u in a second and have ur whole world and plans for ur like destroied
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