I have the biggest urge to hang out!
But there is no where to go, nothing to do, and no one to hang out with. This could be my fault (I’ve burned many bridges) but, THIS is so frustrating! I let go of a lot of relationships for good reasons yet, I’m the one suffering from doing so. Now this is not to say I have no friends/aquaintances at all these days, because I do. However, I find it hard relating to most of them, and I literally only hang out with one… I can’t keep hanging out with the same person, because she has a job/other friends, but also because it’s really no fun! We don’t really have the same interests, so I don’t really enjoy myself with her anyways.
I think this is where my problem lies: I’ve never really had a group of friends, just that one main friendship that I kept trying to build. So after a friendship like that ended I had like no one left, basically having to start over. I pretty much have continued to repeat the cycle after that. And It’s been like that from Elementary through High School, except after I lost one good friend (Junior year) I haven’t been able to make any others, which really sucks. Grrrrrrr! I really want to start off on the right foot this summer! I haven’t been to a real party in like 2 years! I’m trying to do something memorable! And with College coming up this fall and I fear that my lack of social stimulation will probably be a hinderance to my communication skills. I mean it already shows, I’m a little shy/awkward but luckily nothing too major… yet. I just wish I had something to do or someone to talk to… God! I just get sooo bored!!!!!!!
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