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I did lhe worst thing imaginable.
And i cant love with myself. It makes me sick everytime i look at her. Best friends for years and years.maid of honor. Disgusting. I was drunk. Her husband came on to me. We slept together , 3 times. Nothing you Van say will make me feel worst. It was a year ago now. But i just cannot believe i did this. Wed fell out .my fiance of 6 years cheated on me with my aunty. And my dad got out of prison for abusing me in my childhood. I was in such a bad place. I wasnt myself. But how could i do that to her. I am so lost. I cnt tell her. Ive hurt her enough without braking her family up. And my soul. Am i going to hell for this. I just hate myself so much.
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