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the thing i hate most in life is 1.myself 2.being alive 3.

my thoughts 4.not having razor blades at present moment 5.people thinking im bluffing

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trentlover20 offline Verified User (11 months, 2 weeks) Long Term User Shouts: 1 #
An Undisclosed Location | 11 months ago (16 minutes after post)

When you say you hate your thoughts what do you mean? what do you think about? and why do you hate yourself so much?

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Help me with: I feel invincible for the first time in my life.
verge offline Verified User (1 year, 1 month) Long Term User Shouts: 134 #
An Unknown Location | 11 months ago (22 minutes after post)

I’m glad you lack the tools to damage yourself. Why do you hate yourself? You might be able to be happy if you’d just forgive yourself and start over. Why should we think that you are bluffing? Why would that even bother you?

You are all that you truly have. Your mind desires, and your body provides you with the means to fulfill them. What is there to hate? You are a wondrous creation. Why are you trying to self destruct? Whatever horror caused you to hate yourself can only hold you if you allow it to. Free yourself by learning to love yourself.

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Help me with: What if we knew that we were good?
bigkilladirtynort offline Verified User (2 years, 2 months) Long Term User Shouts: 1 #
An Unknown Location | 11 months ago (24 minutes after post)

well i hate myself cuz i hate living like i have been im on disibilty i have alout of people who use me who take advatage of me im just really down on my luck and i always have been this way i dont want to live like this

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Help me with: tired of my addiction to gambling its making me loose everything including my family :( mabey i should just end it all then
beth136196 offline Verified User (11 months, 1 week) Long Term User Shouts: 0 #
An Unknown Location | 11 months ago (45 minutes after post)

What would you change if you could change one thing in your life?

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beth136196 offline Verified User (11 months, 1 week) Long Term User Shouts: 0 #
An Unknown Location | 11 months ago (1 hour, 18 minutes after post)

Well you can change your past people do it all the time. They just start again from now so if you start making your life better from today then you’ve changed your past. Did that make sence? What else do you want to change.

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