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This is not a “how can I kill myself site”. In fact that’s about the only question that will automatically get people banned for answering. You’re trying to get us all banned, obviously… but why? We’re just here to help each other.

Don’t kill yourself because of this. I understand you’re hurt and a bit lost right now but that would be blowing this situation way out of proportion -things didn’t pan out the way you wanted and now you just need to find out what you want to do and where you want to go instead. EVERYBODY finds themselves in this position, dont end your whole life and put your family through unimaginable pain purely because you dont know what to do with yourself at the moment. This is what life is! And I know it sucks that you didn’t get what you wanted and I sympathise completely, but you can’t just off yourself as soon as things get tough. You just need to take a step back and look at this properly. Take a while to figure things out, relax a bit.

I think you should try experimenting with different types of art.
I make abstract art a lot, with different mediums. I usually start with a squiggle and add details from there. It helps to use paper that already has some marks on it, you can just draw over the marks and add details and kind of play connect the dots.
Collages are fun too.

Try to do things that make you happy. Eat your favorite desserts, do your favorite things, just try to make yourself feel better.

I hope things improve.

Don’t give up! Ask for help and support. Call a hotline and have a talk with people who will understand you!

“How To Avoid Committing Suicide”:
http://www.wikihow.com/Avoid-Committi…

“What To Do If You Are In Suicidal Danger”:
http://suicide.com/suicidecrisiscente…

“Suicide is NOT a Selfish Act — It is an Act of Desperation by Someone in Intense Pain”:
http://www.suicide.org/suicide-is-not…

✖ Suicide Hotlines (USA, listed by states) ✖
http://www.suicide.org/suicide-hotlin…

✖ Suicide Hotlines (International · Over 60 countries outside USA) ✖
http://www.suicide.org/international-…

✖ International Suicide Prevention Wiki ✖
http://suicideprevention.wikia.com

“If your are thinking about suicide … read this first”:
http://www.metanoia.org/suicide/

Survivors of Suicide
http://www.survivorsofsuicide.com/

American Association of Suicidology
http://www.suicidology.org/home

Think… Can you really kill yourself? Can you die and know that you will lose your power to infulence the physicall world and to love and change? You could be someone different everyday. Focus on something that makes you happy and stand up for it, after all we are talking about your life not something that can be thrown away so easily…