i think im gonna kill myself..
im 19 and just ended school. i was hoping i might get into an art school wich i would love to go to. It really was my last hope for having something meaningfull to do after the summer, i couldnt get into architecture school becouse its extremely hard here (all a’s) (im swedish)
i got the message today that i wont get into art school. I have no clue at all to do with my life. i feel worthless. i suck at doing what i love. i just wanted some guidance and some help but i wasnt good enough. My closest friends applied to a different school 5 hours from my town and they got in. So i wont be seeing them much. I will be completely and utterly lonely
im gay aswell and none of my parents know… im such a terrible mistake. i dont fit in anywhere and i dont get the chance to meet people that is like me
im planning my suicide, what is the fastest at least painful way?
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