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Hi I’m a 17 yr old girl
and lately (last two months) I’ve been feeling like crap cos not only do I feel unwanted but I am hurting loads in my chest, like a sad despair kind of hurt that makes me want to curl up and cry. I think its a culmination of having so many friends around me have people they love die/ are suicidal/ diagnosed with cancer and I’m terribly lonely and its my final year at high school so stress and sadness weigh on me. I’m becoming desperate for human affection and I feel like I can’t tell the people I know, because I’ll cry and I feel stupid and weak crying over my issues to them when there are people so much worse off than me. when I console my friends over their issues with school (such as only getting 70% in an exam when I average 50%)I end up making them smile but I’m realising that saying “hey its ok I only got 50%” is like saying “its ok toddlers cant do what you do” they expect me to fail the exams and then console them. and to guys I feel like the only thing I have to offer is the ability to listen, and to be honest that’s like offering a billionaire 5c
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