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I think I’m ready to end it…

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I’m just so depressed….I’m sick of the medication, I’m just sick of everything. I am constantly thinking about suicide and I’ve come to the conclusion that I think I want to do it. I have my own knife, and I just want to stab myself. I’m a fat, worthless, bitter, hateful, and ugly person. I can’t even help my friends. One of my friends is in jail for attempted murder, and all I wanted to do was help him. I have no one else….I don’t want to live anymore….I really don’t. I just want to die.

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San Francisco, CA, US | 10 months, 3 weeks ago (0 minutes after post)

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mindhealer offline Verified User (2 years, 12 months) Long Term User Shouts: 34 #
An Undisclosed Location | 10 months, 3 weeks ago (1 hour, 4 minutes after post)

Do you understand that thinking negatively about yourself and your life is bad for you? That even if people respond with sympathy and advice, you’re busy hurting yourself and you don’t have to? You could just as much energy into taking a walk, that’s far more fun and healthy than putting energy into such thinking.

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hoops2 offline Unverified User #
An Unknown Location | 10 months, 3 weeks ago (1 hour, 49 minutes after post)

get over it!! Life happens!! Nobody perfect. i gotta work it again agian till i get it right.
i am a 45 year old prostitute and im living a hard life full of std’s,drugs, and alcohol. You need to “be the change” you cant just sit around all day and feel worthless. make a diffrence, you have been given the gift of life so usen it.. not many people get to live so stop being a selfish douche and live your life to the fullest.. remeber YOLO

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trentlover20 offline Verified User (11 months, 2 weeks) Long Term User Shouts: 1 #
An Undisclosed Location | 10 months, 3 weeks ago (1 hour, 55 minutes after post)

Everyone has days where they feel like this but suicide’s not the answer. And no matter how horrible a person you think you are there’s always someone worse than you.

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Armageddon offline Verified User (1 year) Long Term User Shouts: 2 #
An Undisclosed Location | 10 months, 3 weeks ago (2 hours, 19 minutes after post)

hoops2 wrote:
get over it!! Life happens!! Nobody perfect. i gotta work it again agian till i get it right.
i am a 45 year old prostitute and im living a hard life full of std’s,drugs, and alcohol. You need to “be the change” you cant just sit around all day and feel worthless. make a diffrence, you have been given the gift of life so usen it.. not many people get to live so stop being a selfish douche and live your life to the fullest.. remeber YOLO

I’ve been through a lot of crap including drug addiction, and being called a selfish douche does not help my situation. I’ve been told to just “get over it”, but you know what? That’s easier said than done.

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mindhealer offline Verified User (2 years, 12 months) Long Term User Shouts: 34 #
An Undisclosed Location | 10 months, 3 weeks ago (2 hours, 28 minutes after post)

Armageddon wrote:
I’ve been through a lot of crap including drug addiction, and being called a selfish douche does not help my situation.

You may not understand, but it’s far more helpful than rewarding or reinforcing the suicidal ideation. What do you think happens to the people who get rewarded caring attention each time affirm their suicidal tendencies? It’s basic behaviorism, like rats and cheese pellets. Random brutality is far more helpful.

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Noishe offline Verified User (3 years, 4 months) Long Term User Shouts: 2 #
An Unknown Location | 10 months, 3 weeks ago (2 hours, 32 minutes after post)

Seek professional help, it exists and it can work if you let it. You’re not going to find an answer here, as no one can understand your situation fully.

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