I’m 18 and recently married it should be a happy time
I know but in the same month before my wedding and graduation my father comited suicide by jumping of the pier with fishing rope attached he did this In front of me I was the one to find and identify his body as it was cut down then a few weeks later my brother and the only persons to ever care for me and understood me was on his way to a cherety event in cabo Mexico when the camper he was asleep in fell of and was hit by a government tanker 2 hour from the event I have no clue how to deal with this at all I have held the tears in I will not allow my self to cry I am now the oldest in my family and I must be the strongest for my mother and younger sister at the hospital after my father was announced brain dead a man came forward one of my brothers friends and my fathers best friend and I was told that he was my biological father … I could not find any way to cope besides thoughts of cutting I cut when I was younger and it always made me feel better but because of how my father died I feel it would kill my mother what should I do I’m so lost in this world with out my brother
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