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Alcohol withdrawal, stress, bipolar, depressive, anxiety?
I can’t take even the smallest thing. I have one and a half day sober (after going on nearly 9 day drinking binges, not to mention I am very bipolar and have been off meds for almost a year now and going through terrible emotional stress)…but my question is…I have been having outbursts and I can’t sleep. I can stay up for around 40 hours give or take. My sobriety period I was up for 2 and a half days. I was very emotional for 4 days and had crying outbursts. I know stress could have something to do with it, and I know bipolar could have a lot to do with it, but I was told that alcohol leaves your system after like 3 days. At least. Does alcohol have anything to do with this? I can’t take the smallest little insult or flippy remark and I feel very destructive and violent and go through uncontrollable crying outbursts that I feel like I can’t control. I don’t feel like anyone understands it at all and never did yet they keep deliberately doing it. Even people who were there for me when I was just fine, now I am at my worst and they are treating me like ****. I keep uncontrollably crying and nobody gives a ****. I try to keep it to myself but I can’t anymore! What is this!? I am so embarrassed! I used to be able to hold it in so well!
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