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I don’t really know what to do with life anymore.
I feel like life is just too hard.. I feel like my dreams will always just be dreams. I don’t mean to sound cheesy.. But I don’t have confidence in anything I do. I have a lot of problems.. My life just isn’t easy. I always compare myself to my older sister.. Which I know I shouldn’t do, but I admire how happy she is.. How she can just laugh and smile. How she can be herself.. And I’m just the awkward little sis who was always a trouble maker and always will be. I have a problem with drinking, when I drink I think I’m just like my sister, happy. I make friends easily when I’m drunk. But I also make lots of mistakes. I just got a DUI.. I feel like I’m never going to learn. I try so hard to make good choices, but once I slip and make a mistake it’s disasterous to me. Funny thing is I actually believe in myself.. I know I can do it. But sometimes it feels too hard..
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