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I thought i’d be okay, or at least, not totally horrified but now my view has changed too much!

I was nearly 8 stone, now at nearly 9 stone, everywhere is so much fatter! Holiday is a week away, i bought five new pretty bikinis thinking as long as i breathe in i will be fine. But now, even when i breathe in i look like a fat jelly-like blob.
I know nearly 9 stone doesn’t seam that bad, but the proportions are wierd, like my cheast isnt big but everywhere else is, and i am really short too!

I dont know. I just feel everyone will stare at me and my fatness, even though as well as tankinis, i did have a bikini last year and wasn’t overly bothered even though i was probably the weight i am now.
I felt so good when i lost the weight, now after pilling it on again, i feel tredfull! I will have to get like a tankini or swimsuit, nobody wants to see fat me round the pool. do they?

Why do i get hung up on these things?!!

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Siren offline Verified User (4 years, 7 months) Long Term User Shouts: 1 #
An Unknown Location | 10 months, 3 weeks ago (42 minutes after post)

i dont think people are too bothered. when i went on hol there was plenty of fat people around. go to benidorm, you’ll feel like a stick

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An Unknown Location | 10 months, 3 weeks ago (2 hours, 16 minutes after post)

I went on holiday a few weeks ago and I went out of my way to find only swimsuits and no bikinis. I realised only when I got there that all my insecurities didn’t matter. I don’t like my arms as I have a few marks on them, I don’t like my feet and I don’t like my stomach because I have put on a lot of weight over the years. Well as soon as I got there I didn’t care about a lot of things. I was there with nice people and I was more focused on having fun. I don’t even remember caring about how my hair looked lol. 9 stone is very small but I can understand if you are not happy about the shape rather than the actual weight you are. I actually wish now that I had worn a bikini. I would have been more comfortable as my boobs were not supported by the tankini lol.

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