I thought i’d be okay, or at least, not totally horrified but now my view has changed too much!
I was nearly 8 stone, now at nearly 9 stone, everywhere is so much fatter! Holiday is a week away, i bought five new pretty bikinis thinking as long as i breathe in i will be fine. But now, even when i breathe in i look like a fat jelly-like blob.
I know nearly 9 stone doesn’t seam that bad, but the proportions are wierd, like my cheast isnt big but everywhere else is, and i am really short too!
I dont know. I just feel everyone will stare at me and my fatness, even though as well as tankinis, i did have a bikini last year and wasn’t overly bothered even though i was probably the weight i am now.
I felt so good when i lost the weight, now after pilling it on again, i feel tredfull! I will have to get like a tankini or swimsuit, nobody wants to see fat me round the pool. do they?
Why do i get hung up on these things?!!
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