What do you do when the sight of someone makes you upset?
I am at a school where we live and are not allowed to leave campus. I made the mistake of dating here and the break up was bad. Now I get angry and hurt again everytime I see him. The problem is, this isn’t a big place and he is outside ALL DAY, EVERYDAY. I have been stuck hiding out in my dorm for 2 weeks now. I have a laptop with a lot of anime and movies on it, but I miss going outside and walking around with my music in and seeing my friends, it feels really pathetic.
If I stay in here I don’t have to see him and I can feel all right (not great), if I go out there and try to ignore him, it dosn’t work. I hear his awful laughing and having a grand old time like he did from day 1 after he ended it (who acts that way after a break up if you really loved them?) and I’ll know he’s there and I will start to feel worse and worse. I just want to scream and yell and punch him in the face, make him suffer like he has made me. But obviously I can’t do that.
Anyway, I just want to know if there is a way, besides giving it time, because this is freaking pathetic, to make it so he dosn’t upset me. I loved him, I put eveything into this relationship emotionally, physically, and financially. He dosn’t even want to pay me back for the birthday present he borrowed my money to get me (I know, stupid. But I’m young and was sheltered so give me a break).
If anyone has any advice, I thank you kindly for it.
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