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I really need help I’m laying in my bed I’ve been extremely

depressed these past two weeks ivebeen thinking about suicide I feel like my life is too hard and too painful please someone help me I’ve lost all control

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trentlover20 offline Verified User (11 months, 2 weeks) Long Term User Shouts: 1 #
An Undisclosed Location | 10 months, 3 weeks ago (3 minutes after post)

Why do you want to kill yourself? what are the main reasons? Coz i can assure you whatever it is it’s not worth killing yourself over

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10 months, 3 weeks ago (6 minutes after post)

I don’t know what’s wrong with me I just feel like my life is not worth living anymore I always **** up my family hates me I just can’t do it anymore. Im laying in my bed crying I’ve been here for hours just thinking and wondering who will care when I die. I want to do it but I’m too scared.. But this feeling of sadness is becoming unbearable

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Always griffin offline Verified User (2 years, 8 months) Long Term User Shouts: 1 #
An Unknown Location | 10 months, 3 weeks ago (49 minutes after post)

i think that way alot too. Read my last post.
Think of something happy, try to stay on it.
I lived out in the country, we had a chocolate lab, beat dog in the world
she would ride with me on Sundays when i went to get my Sunday paper
An old hag of a bus driver ran her over, didn’t even have the guts
to call she had bus superintendent .
but it still makes me happy to remember my dog Sadie
Find a happy thought

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Always griffin offline Verified User (2 years, 8 months) Long Term User Shouts: 1 #
An Unknown Location | 10 months, 3 weeks ago (51 minutes after post)

Anonymous wrote:
I don’t know what’s wrong with me I just feel like my life is not worth living anymore I always **** up my family hates me I just can’t do it anymore. Im laying in my bed crying I’ve been here for hours just thinking and wondering who will care when I die. I want to do it but I’m too scared.. But this feeling of sadness is becoming unbearable

I CARE, i’m sending you a giant cyber hug, there’s lots of people here to help

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Always griffin offline Verified User (2 years, 8 months) Long Term User Shouts: 1 #
An Unknown Location | 10 months, 3 weeks ago (1 hour, 12 minutes after post)

i started at help.com couple years ago,
having such a hard time wanting to stay alive.
i talked with people here, they helped me
I’d like to add you to my prayer list, i have no talents
one day while i was talking (typing) a lady needed prayerave over 300s
i started on a sheet of paper then started a book
a-z dividers i have over 300 people in my book
That’s something i can do,
Plus stand close I’m sending you a Giant Cyber Hug

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Always griffin offline Verified User (2 years, 8 months) Long Term User Shouts: 1 #
An Unknown Location | 10 months, 3 weeks ago (1 hour, 14 minutes after post)

let me see if mum’s here she was/is always there
she’s a great person, everyone here is great
just talk to us

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Always griffin offline Verified User (2 years, 8 months) Long Term User Shouts: 1 #
An Unknown Location | 10 months, 3 weeks ago (2 hours, 2 minutes after post)

going to sleep. Church tomorrow
I will pray for you
i’ve got 2 pages of anonymousesssss
Wish you good night’s sleep
Think of something happy, my heart’s kinda broken tonight
but will talk to you tomm :)

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Zirbel offline Verified User (2 years, 9 months) Long Term User Shouts: 4 #
An Undisclosed Location | 10 months, 3 weeks ago (6 hours, 34 minutes after post)

Don’t give up! Ask for help and support. Call a hotline and have a talk with people who will understand you!

“How To Avoid Committing Suicide”:
http://www.wikihow.com/Avoid-Committi…

“What To Do If You Are In Suicidal Danger”:
http://suicide.com/suicidecrisiscente…

“Suicide is NOT a Selfish Act — It is an Act of Desperation by Someone in Intense Pain”:
http://www.suicide.org/suicide-is-not…

✖ Suicide Hotlines (USA, listed by states) ✖
http://www.suicide.org/suicide-hotlin…

✖ Suicide Hotlines (International · Over 60 countries outside USA) ✖
http://www.suicide.org/international-…

✖ International Suicide Prevention Wiki ✖
http://suicideprevention.wikia.com

“If your are thinking about suicide … read this first”:
http://www.metanoia.org/suicide/

Survivors of Suicide
http://www.survivorsofsuicide.com/

American Association of Suicidology
http://www.suicidology.org/home

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trentlover20 offline Verified User (11 months, 2 weeks) Long Term User Shouts: 1 #
An Undisclosed Location | 10 months, 3 weeks ago (11 hours after post)

Anonymous wrote:
I don’t know what’s wrong with me I just feel like my life is not worth living anymore I always **** up my family hates me I just can’t do it anymore. Im laying in my bed crying I’ve been here for hours just thinking and wondering who will care when I die. I want to do it but I’m too scared.. But this feeling of sadness is becoming unbearable

I was in your position a few years ago, I promise it will pass. Are you on any medications at all? Have you considered counselling?

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Always griffin offline Verified User (2 years, 8 months) Long Term User Shouts: 1 #
An Unknown Location | 10 months, 3 weeks ago (2 days after post)

trentlover20 wrote:
[I was in your position a few years ago, I promise it will pass. Are you on any medications at all? Have you considered counselling?

i’ve been trying to committ sucide since i was 16, I’m 195. it doesn’t pass
it still hurts, meds help more thank anything. Anonymous should see/talk to a doctor
I’ve been on them all. right now Prisstiq is what’s working for me

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