school help: Ive hit the end of my string… Lies, Ive ruined lives, failing school, best friendship over. - Help.com

Your string has no end. Just keep your chin up!

You are very vague in what exactly it is you are fighting. My advice would be to think about your friendship first. When you have a friend, everything suddenly looks a lot brighter.
Do you want to salvage your friendship? What would you need to do it? Is it worth it?
Those are probably the first things you should think about.
If you don’t want to/can’t fix your friendship then you should maybe think about changing schools. It sounds as if most of it happened at school, right?
To change schools seems a little harsh at first, but you have to think about what you are leaving behind. Do you want to keep it?
A new school would give you a chance to do over. Make new friends, maybe repeat a grade.

Can you share more???? I would like to comment but not sure exactly what to comment on…there’s some great people on here whon sincerely have good advice and care so give us a try and tell us more.

Thanks for posting :)

People change, it it sounds as if your friend has at least changed a little. Do you think she still values you or just the comfort of the familiar that you bring? Sometimes people just latch onto someone like they would to a parent because they know they can count on them. But they don’t want to or don’t see the need to give anything in return - after all you are their ‘parent’.
That’s not always a calculated thing, so maybe you should call her out on it. If you are already fighting, what could possibly happen?
Maybe it’s just your home that’s depressing you? It’s not always parents who show too little affection that can drive you literally insane. Sometimes they smoother you and make you feel like helpless, like a little child, and suddenly everything else looks far too big to handle.

Then maybe you should consider everything ‘done’ too.
It sounds as if you could use a drastic change. Ever though about work-and-travel? you can take a year off and just do whatever feels right. After that the people who trouble you have either forgotten about it or moved on and you have grown a little more yourself.
If you feel your life can’t go on the way it is, it is easier to do something drastic than to try and hang on to things that MIGHT still work out.

Tomy you said friendship over can’t understand why or what happen….understand this has got to be hurtful and leaves an empty feeling.

In your post you mentioned lies and you have ruined lives…..my question would be are you the one who has been lieing? And what have you done to ruin lives? This is what I was trying to get at….

As for the friendship did you do something that would push your friend away? We are dealing with several issues can you explain please. I would like to help you but can’t with such little information. Unless your just posting to get it out there but not looking for advice….

Let me know.