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My mother is so abusive.
I’m in college and I still live at home because my mom is paying for it. I graduate in December. All I want to do is get my degree and get out away from her. She tells me all the time that she hates me, I’m fat, I’m stupid, she wishes she never had me, and wishes I were no longer here on earth. I have been having a lot of bad health issues been getting really sick and my blood pressure has skyrocketed. I am not big and my mom is a lot bigger than me. It’s like she’s a big bully. She tells me all the time it’s my fault that I’m sick…which I don’t see how I can cause myself respiratory problems…I don’t smoke. But yet everything is my fault. When she gets sick with a headache or something she blames me and sometimes I won’t even be around her. She tries to control me. I’ve been trying to save to move out but I really want my degree and if I do move out she won’t help me pay. She’s so controlling and I hate her. I’m so jealous of my friends because their mothers are so supportive and wants them to go out but not my mom. She’s selfish and she don’t want me to have anything because she has panic attacks and can’t do anything on her own. I feel like a prisoner.
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