! Is anybody out there? I keep praying to God for patience but it doesn’t stop the pain. Don’t worry I am not suicidal nor do I believe in it but I do wish I could run away and never look back or feel guilty. My whole life all I ever wanted was to be happy, in love, and have a family. instead I find myself in a relationship with the same man (14 years) who has about as much compassion and understanding as a rock. He has virtually destroyed my life and offers up no remedy on how to fix it. When I try to talk about our issues he never knows how to communicate without it turning into an argument. I have a beautiful son who I love more than anything else and all he wants is for his family to stay together,so I try to make it work but I am so MISERABLE!!!! I use to be an outgoing, fun, beautiful girl who loved life. Now, I feel I am just going through the motions. The years are passing by and nothing changes or improves. How do you get through to someone that won’t even acknowledge that anything is wrong. He lives in a state of denial and it is making me CRAZY!!!! I use to be head over heels crazy in love with this man but now I realize he is a fraud who lives his life with no direction or no plan. Please God help me!!!!!! to find a solution to my miserable life I don’t know how much more I can take. I want my life back, I WANT TO BE FREE FROM THIS IMPRISONED LIFESTYLE!!!!
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