I need some advice I tell you my story.
Growing up I have always atruggled through school. I was digonsed with a learning disabity when I was about 5 years old.(as you can see) Back then the school didn’t know how to help so I had to move to a primary school that helped kids like me. I was in the small class but I loved it. I then started secondary school that I really hated. I wasnt allowed to attend a school I wanted to go too. The school I was at was one of those low academic ones. In my last couple of years I was put in very poor classes which I hated very much. It was like I was put there and forgottend about and nothing was done about it.Anyway I was mostly doing invent work. They was no GCSE work so I couldnt do them. Apart from a couple of classes which I was on my own there. Since then my lifes been a complete dead end. I got regetted from almost everything. I never had the opportunities then most do. I never learnt to progress much. The life I’ve had hasn’t been healthy. I have done everything myself. Its been a complete joke. I had to live alone and it has been hell to find a job.The thing is I have always had dreams and ambitions but it has always been my situation. I have always wanted to be in the acting industry. I have been positive and tried my hardest. I auditioned to an acting school last year. Told I was brilliant but I had a problem with my mouth. I was asked to comeback next year. I paid my money to attend I really thought I gotten somewhere, I waited a year for this. I gave it my all but felt cheated when I was regected even though I was asked to comeback. I don’t think I was even regonised. The company seemed to just want your money anyway, they was something not right about it. I auditioned to schools a view times but something always seems to go wrong, like I’m late and nerves get the better of me.I have applied for some more courses I been preparing. I know I’m good but what if I get rejected because I just not what they looking for. I really have the ambition I have saved up and spent a fortune paying on travelling miles and miles just to attend for a view minutes. If I did study somewhere will it just get worse for me because of a learning disabity and how its effected me? I know its made me a stronger person and my esteem gotten high. I just don’t want to be trapped anymore, its been unnbearable. I just want a purpose and move on with my life.
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