i love him but i cant be with him
i spent the last few weeks wanting my ex back, now ive seen him at work the past week and we have statered talking again i feel like im falling all over again. but then i remember last time. when id go over to talk to him and he’d say something like ‘oh i knew you’d turn up soon’ or when i’d go over to sit with him at lunch he’d say ‘want something?’ he’d make me feel so unwanted. then when i felt like giving up on the relationship he’d be all over me, comeing over and talking to me and being nice.
he just cant treat me how i want to be treated. like he text me that he really wanted to kiss me before he got to work and it was my day off, so i said come over for 5 mins, work is about 4-5 mins away so he wouldnt be late, he lives 30 miles away anyway. and he just said ‘pfft **** that!’
and he never remembered anything about me. he just makes me feel like im nothing. and i need more. he told me im like a middle aged woman, just coz i said we should go out and do something instead of sitting in and , ya know….
but somehow i love him, i know he wont change, and it breaks my heart :(
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