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Hellu!! (AND HELP!) :D So I’ve been on EP a lot and I like it, but i remembered this site and I wanted to get opinions from new people. I’ve gotten into a fist fight with my sister 2 days ago. Here’s the reason why:
(Before reading- I broke up with my fiance so yeah. Totally single here and loving it).

So I met this guy and after a few months, we start to have INTENSE feelings for each other. He works in NY and lives in NJ and get’s out like at 7pm which sometimes creates issues when wanting to see each other and so does my bulimia which has gotten worse (don’t like seeing anyone after big b/p sessions). I came crying to my sister, not because he did anything but because I was scared that my ED would get in the way. She didn’t listen to anything I said and dismissed it as: yeah, he’s totally standing you up. Even if he did, though, it’s not like we’re together……. : | so i’m not really hurt by that at all (IF he did, though it seems like he’s trying very hard to be extra supportive and all even with work and moving and all).

So I go out drinking with her and a mutual friend 2 days ago and I get hammered first. I hand over my phone to her since I don’t wanna drunk-text like an idiot and she asks me the password to my phone and I tell her. On the way back, she stops at Dunkin Donuts and I stay in the car and I noticed my phone was vibrating. I had a missed call from my dad and a text from my friend. I wanted to see what I sent before that, if i sent anything and found this:
“I have a bf, leave me the **** alone and don’t come back. I’m in love with V__”- Sent at 2:21am. and below that:
“Love, I’m gonna hand over the phone to my sis. I’m getting buzzed. I’ll call you tomorrow!! :’3

Hellu!! (AND HELP!) :D So I’ve been on EP a lot and I like it, but i remembered this site and I wanted to get opinions from new people. I’ve gotten into a fist fight with my sister 2 days ago. Here’s the reason why:
(Before reading- I broke up with my fiance so yeah. Totally single here and loving it).

So I met this guy and after a few months, we start to have INTENSE feelings for each other. He works in NY and lives in NJ and get’s out like at 7pm which sometimes creates issues when wanting to see each other and so does my bulimia which has gotten worse (don’t like seeing anyone after big b/p sessions). I came crying to my sister, not because he did anything but because I was scared that my ED would get in the way. She didn’t listen to anything I said and dismissed it as: yeah, he’s totally standing you up. Even if he did, though, it’s not like we’re together……. : | so i’m not really hurt by that at all (IF he did, though it seems like he’s trying very hard to be extra supportive and all even with work and moving and all).

So I go out drinking with her and a mutual friend 2 days ago and I get hammered first. I hand over my phone to her since I don’t wanna drunk-text like an idiot and she asks me the password to my phone and I tell her. On the way back, she stops at Dunkin Donuts and I stay in the car and I noticed my phone was vibrating. I had a missed call from my dad and a text from my friend. I wanted to see what I sent before that, if i sent anything and found this:
“I have a bf, leave me the **** alone and don’t come back. I’m in love with V__”- Sent at 2:21am. and below that:
“Love, I’m gonna hand over the phone to my sis. I’m getting buzzed. I’ll call you tomorrow!! :’3

Hellu!! (AND HELP!) :D So I’ve been on EP a lot and I like it, but i remembered this site and I wanted to get opinions from new people. I’ve gotten into a fist fight with my sister 2 days ago. Here’s the reason why:
(Before reading- I broke up with my fiance so yeah. Totally single here and loving it).
-btw, for me the whole post isn’t showing… so if there’s any questions/confusion, just ask. I’ll explain-

So I met this guy and after a few months, we start to have INTENSE feelings for each other. He works in NY and lives in NJ and get’s out like at 7pm which sometimes creates issues when wanting to see each other and so does my bulimia which has gotten worse (don’t like seeing anyone after big b/p sessions). I came crying to my sister, not because he did anything but because I was scared that my ED would get in the way. She didn’t listen to anything I said and dismissed it as: yeah, he’s totally standing you up. Even if he did, though, it’s not like we’re together……. : | so i’m not really hurt by that at all (IF he did, though it seems like he’s trying very hard to be extra supportive and all even with work and moving and all).

So I go out drinking with her and a mutual friend 2 days ago and I get hammered first. I hand over my phone to her since I don’t wanna drunk-text like an idiot and she asks me the password to my phone and I tell her. On the way back, she stops at Dunkin Donuts and I stay in the car and I noticed my phone was vibrating. I had a missed call from my dad and a text from my friend. I wanted to see what I sent before that, if i sent anything and found this:
“I have a bf, leave me the **** alone and don’t come back. I’m in love with V__”- Sent at 2:21am. and below that:
“Love, I’m gonna hand over the phone to my sis. I’m getting buzzed. I’ll call you tomorrow!! :’3