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I am in love with this computer.

No, I’m not, I lied. I just use it when I’m bored and lonely. Even when there are other people around.
Because I’ve lost someone I can’t replace. Someone special.
Could this be worse? Well, yes. But it’s also just as bad as it is. And good.
So I’m taking it blow by blow.

What do I do when it’s dark out, and all these things coming flooding back? Because the night reminds me of everything. And I feel fine all day and then I crawl into bed, and I feel awful.
I wish lights would just guide me to the right direction.
I can’t even fix myself.

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An Unknown Location | 11 months, 1 week ago (7 minutes after post)

Don’t rely on lights, rely on yourself because you can and will fix yourself even if it takes some time. When it is dark out you play soft mysterious music that makes the dark seem like the comforting blanket that it can be. That’s what I sometimes do anyways :)

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11 months, 1 week ago (20 minutes after post)

verge wrote:
Don’t rely on lights, rely on yourself because you can and will fix yourself even if it takes some time. When it is dark out you play soft mysterious music that makes the dark seem like the comforting blanket that it can be. That’s what I sometimes do anyways :)

thank you! you are always so supportive! I’ll try to find some mysterious music to listen to :)

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An Unknown Location | 11 months, 1 week ago (21 minutes after post)

You are welcome :)

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