I really don’t know what I’m expecting to accomplish with this, but here goes.
Just yesterday I broke up with my boyfriend of a year, and it was nasty. I have my own apartment and he was staying with me, but we got into a major argument and I told him I couldn’t do it anymore and asked him to leave… He refused to leave until he had gotten everything he had “paid for,” including my fish (which he dumped down the drain), my bed, my speakers, and he even tried to take a piece of art I had made because he had helped buy the supplies. I had to get to work, and eventually the police were called. If he comes near me, I can call 911 and have him arrested. He started emailing me last night, half of the time telling me how horrible of a person I am for kicking him out “into the streets,” and half of the time telling me how much he still loves me and how we can still make this work. He had been driving away ever since he left, so I’m pretty sure he’s really far by now… I was doing okay last night, trying to keep myself busy, but when I woke up this morning all alone… I just started bawling. We had our issues, and we weren’t working… but now that he’s really gone all I really want is to just hug him for hours. I hate the fact that everything we had is lost… all those memories…
A few months prior to meeting him, I had gotten out of an almost 3 year relationship… I keep trying to tell myself that, just like that last relationship, things will get better before I know it… but last time I had friends to help get me through this. Now I’m working 2 jobs, and I don’t really know anyone. I want to beg for him back but I know thats not the right thing to do… I just can’t believe how my life has turned out.
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