I feel terrible for not coming here in so long.
I feel bad whenever I think about it, but I’ve been fragile and I’ve been feeling good a lot - but it goes away easily. Sometimes the things that you say make me feel sorrow, because I feel for you. And sometimes they make me more aware of my own pain.
I’m going to try to get past that and remember how good it is that you are reaching out for help and how wonderful it is that there are so many people willing and trying to help.
I keep thinking on the negative side of things and I’m really trying to change that. I’m so sorry that I have been avoiding this website in part because of that.
The longer I waited, the worse I felt, and I had no idea what to say. I stress out about things like this, I’m a perfectionist, and it takes me so long because I know that nothing I say will be good enough.
I’m really, truly sorry, I’ll be busy, but I will try to make it up to you guys. I honestly care, and that may seem weird to a lot of people, but it’s true. I want you all to feel better.
Since writing this post meisabelep may have helped people, but has not within the last 4 days. meisabelep is a verified member, has been around for 1 year, 7 months and has 40 posts and 445 replies to their name.
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