.i am a 22 year old male.
i am a father. i have skitzo-effective disorder. my disorder has gotten me into trouble in my past and becuase of my record i cannot find any job. even if i could get a crappy job i would not be able to get anywhere. my family does not care to help me. i am tired of this lifestyle and i dont know what to do, i want to just give up but every time i make a plan i cannot stop thinking about my son and how he needs me. my father commited suicide when i was 9, so i know better than to leave my son behind. my community resources do not really help a single male my age. i am sick of everyone offering advice that doesnt even help at all. i have been denied ssi and really dont even want it because 500 dollars a month isnt anything. i dont want to kill myself but it seems like a great idea when you are homeless, hopeless, and with out any aopportunity at a good life. this all bothers me so much because i am such a good hearted loving man. all i really want is a decent life. time with my son, a job , food, a car, a decent place to live. as a human, a father, a good person i feel like i deseve more than this life. i love art. i love music. i failed in college because my medicine decreases my brain fuctionality and if i dont take medicine then i lose grasp of reality. i dont know what to do. i wish someone could offer a opportunity
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