I’m fifteen years old, I’m a girl, and at school and
among my friends I’m seen as the girl who’s always happy and making jokes, i don’t think i have every cried infront of a friend, if i feel like i have or want to, i just hold it in and put a smile on my face and try to ignore it. Anyways, inside though, i always feel stressed out, and it’s never a good feeling, but honestly i don’t remember the last time i didn’t feel this way. I’ve always had troubles at home, my childhood basically consisted of my parents fighting and abusing each other, and every so often it still is that way, but for the past year or two it’s been alright, but i never had anyone to talk to. And so now lately, i’ve noticed that i cry myself to sleep, or wake up in the middle of the night crying, but i don’t really know why, it’s sort of an unconscious thing. it takes me a while to even notice that i’m crying and then i just quickly snap out of it and tell myself i’m ok, and then i am for that moment, but the next night the same thing happens. I’ve had this happen when i was little a few times, but i’ve never had this happen a couple nights in a row. And nothing recently has been stressing me out more than usual, lately things have actually been going pretty well. So i think my question is, do you think my past experiences have anything to do with this, because i don’t really have any other explanation or has anyone gone through the same thing? i would just like to hear someones opinion, or thoughts. Anything would be great, thanks!
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