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I just have to get it out. I have been feeling mildly depressed and so has my husband. We are lonely. We had no friends to see tonight (Saturday) and discussed how we felt we were losers. We only have about two couples we hang around. One of them I can’t stand her husband. We found we also eat more when we are bored. We’re already very fat. We eat our pain. In High School every one told me that I would feel so much better in ten years but I’m 25 and my life is still s**t. I want to work but I’m disabled mentally. And it’s so hard. People think not working is like a vacation. It’s more like living in a cage. I have very limited understanding of how to use the computer even or any electronic because of my disability. And I can’t even drive. I have a lot of trouble doing simple things made worse by my weight. The pills I take are strong and have tons of side effects. Mostly they make me tired, and increase my appetite. I have to choose between my mental health and my regular health. I want to have children one day and be there at least until they grow up, but my husband told me today in the car today that he doesn’t care if he dies when he’s 40 and he’s 29. ):
If you read all this thank you sincerely for listening. If you have any helpful ideas please feel free to share them. I have posted before and getting a responses from this community helps me feel less alone.
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