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i think i may have a problem…
alright im 14, and for privacy reasons you can just refer to me as kitten. (the nickname my boyfriend gave me)
and i know this sounds a little unbelieveable…
i have a boyfriend named Andy, andy is amazing hes never done anything i didint want him to do hes never cheated hes always listened to me ect ect ect
but there is one problem…..
okay now note before i tell the story that im okay with what he does to a certian extent…
one day i was spending the night at his house, nothing abnormal. i do this all the time, and normaly we just spent the night talking or cuddling in his bed, we never do and never have done anything serious and he respects my wishes for that…..
anyway, we were laying in bed and one of his many drawings of me that he has on his walls (hes a great artist) fell off when he was fiddling with his decorations that hang above his bed, anyway the drawing fell down and gave me a paper cut on my upper arm.
nothing major not like i was bleeding terribly or anything just a few big dribbles here or there and andy decided he would clear it up for me so it would stop bleeding, i said sure why not. and he told me he knew a way better then bandages to seal wounds but i would just have to trust him for a second, again i said okay.
he decided to lick the wound clean of my blood, i responded with a moan (that i didint see coming at all) and he just smiled leaving the wound alone…
the next night
it was the weekand at this time so i was still at his house, the next night he asked if he could taste some of my blood. a little weirded out i told him “see if you can talk me into it and i might”
(NOW NOTE AT THIS PART, I DONT WANT ANYONE CLAIMING I HAVE AN ABUSIVE BOYFRIEND HES NOT LIKE THAT IM OKAY WITH WHAT HE DOES)
finally i decided to trust him. and he got out a knife from one of his drawers, made sure i was okay with it and calmed me down before making a small cut in my neck (WHICH I WAS PERFECTLY OKAY WITH)
and he bgan to drink from the cut in my neck (similar to that of a vampire)
again, being okay with this i let him. after a while of him doing this i started getting light headed and told him to stop, being the andy i know he is.. he stopped and layed down so i could snuggle up to him and sleep, i didint feel to good at that point
ever since then ive been letting him do this to me, which i dont mind. and there is the occasional time where i will do it to him, which he finds very sexy for some reason…..
but lately ive noticed hes a bit to obsessed with my blood, like to the point where during a party we were at he took me to the bathroom and asked for a taste, apprently my blood calms him down.
being a very violent person filled with alot of hate for everything BUT ME andy needed something to calm himself so i let him, again i dont mind that he does this i find it rather…… interesting when he does it and i kinda like it
but the main point of this massive thing
is i need to find a way to get him a little less “addicted” to my blood, i know all of this sounds weird.
but hes a little to attached to it, im fine with him doing it, its just gotten a little out of hand because hes doing it so often. especialy now that im spending most of my summer up at his cottage with him we have alot of time alone where he will drink or let me have my occasional rare drink….
so how do i get him to be a little less addicted to it?
(NOW JUST AS ANOTHER NOTE, I AM OKAY WITH THIS. IF YOU DIDINT CATCH THAT THE 14 TIMES IVE SAID IT. IM FINE WITH HIM DOING THIS I LIKE IT ACTUALLY SO I DONT WANT YOU FREAKING OUT ON HOW THIS IS WRONG ON HIS PART IM FINE WITH THIS i just need him to tone it down a little ^w^ thats all)
so in short, he drinks to much. how do i get him to calm down a little and drink a little less? im starting to get kinda sick and he notes that and he will stop if i tell him to and if he thinks somethings wrong with me/my body he wont (which i thank him for X3) anyway…. so how do i get him to drink a little less?
(now just one last time…. so you understand…. i do not have a problem with him doing this, i like it when he does it actually it makes me feel a little better especialy when i have head-aches so I LIKE IT…… i just need to find some way to make it so he doesnt need to drink so often, hes offered to give it up completly but ive told him that if he likes it so much that i want him to be happy, so whenever i tell him he can he does it, he listens to me and has never done it without my concent first. this is not a case where he is forcing this on me i want this, just not this much of it)
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