I desperately need to talk, I need someone here.
The two people I would go to in this situation are together right now, I think, and I don’t want to be a complete ******* and text and just be like ‘I’m kind of crashing and on the verge of taking a crapload of pills’ but I just- I’m scared. Not like ‘I’m going to kill myself’ scared but ‘I need this to pass and someone needs to talk me through this’ scared.
It’s jerky to interrupt their time together (and one of them has been angry at me because I’ve been self deprecating again for the first time in a while) but I really just– I don’t know what to do.
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