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I want to kill myself

I’m sitting here staring at a pile of cocodamol tablets and scared of survivng and getting liver failure. How ******* stupid is that?

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9 months, 3 weeks ago (1 minute after post)

Why have you got to this point?

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Anonymous #
9 months, 3 weeks ago (10 minutes after post)

You need to talk to someone about how your feeling. Suicide is never the answer even if it feels like the only way out.

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brido offline Unverified User #
An Unknown Location | 9 months, 3 weeks ago (15 minutes after post)

Dont there is so mucgh more to life

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Dragon_Lady offline Verified User (5 years, 2 months) Long Term User Shouts: 4 #
An Undisclosed Location | 9 months, 3 weeks ago (24 minutes after post)

Call for an ambulance. A suicide plan is a medical emergency, and you need immediate medical help.

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Angie. offline Verified User (5 years, 2 months) Long Term User Shouts: 198 #
An Undisclosed Location | 9 months, 3 weeks ago (42 minutes after post)

Why do you feel this way?

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rugrats_tame offline Unverified User #
An Unknown Location | 9 months, 3 weeks ago (1 hour, 24 minutes after post)

dont do it! believe me, ik i dont know what your going through and i certainly dont know your life story, but believe me, been there done that, it gets better.. even though it sure as hell dont feel like it at the time ik. do u feel like u have nothing to live for? hurt and just wanna give up? full of anger and confusion because u dont care about and dont feel anything at all? do u like just feeling the pain so uk ur still existing? well just take a deep breath and hold on… there is more to live for ik it might feel like your climbing over a mountain but u just gotta endure and get through it, and once you do it gets easier, i promise, god bless and i realy hope this helps at all.. :/ …sry u feel that way and like theres no other option but there realy is…

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Dr. Ralph offline Verified User (4 years, 7 months) Long Term User Shouts: 1 #
An Unknown Location | 9 months, 3 weeks ago (1 hour, 49 minutes after post)

It’s not stupid. Your fears are very real. If you don’t die you will be more miserable than ever and they will put you under a watch to make sure you can’t try to kill yourself again. Better scrap the idea.

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Dragon_Lady offline Verified User (5 years, 2 months) Long Term User Shouts: 4 #
An Undisclosed Location | 9 months, 3 weeks ago (1 day, 3 hours after post)

Anon, you still need help, too. I’m glad things have gotten better, but you obviously still have problems that need to be worked on.

Get some counseling, and start fixing the problems. You don’t want to die; you just want to stop going through the things that are causing you pain.

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trentlover20 offline Verified User (11 months, 2 weeks) Long Term User Shouts: 1 #
An Undisclosed Location | 9 months, 3 weeks ago (2 days, 9 hours after post)

Do not do it. I’ve done what you’re about to do and it’s not good I didn’t get liver failure but my stomach hurt like hell and my family were an inch away from disowning me for good. I survived but only because I realised how stupid the decision was. Why do you want to kill yourself?

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sesshuswan offline Verified User (2 years, 9 months) Long Term User Shouts: 1 #
An Unknown Location | 9 months, 3 weeks ago (2 days, 22 hours after post)

I don’t really, I have a lot of thoughts like this. I just want the world to go away. I’m having a very stressful time right now, with relationship problems, work problems, exams and moving into a new house

I took some cocodamol. Only a few, just to try and knock myself out. But an hour later I felt awful. sick and dizzy and hallucinating. Had to go to hospital but it turned out ok. It was worth it just to know how bad it was and how worried and hurt my family were. It was a hard lesson for me, but a good one and I was very lucky

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