How can I find something, that will keep me going on, that will keep my “inner fire” burning.
I’m 20 years old student on Technical University, i study informatics, although i don’t really have any big interest in it. I’m good at learning languages, i’m really good with pc, can cook and i’m pretty skillful with repairing anything that you can find in the regular house :D
My problem is, lately i’m just surviving from one day to another. I could say, that i live, just because i didn’t die. There is nothing that “inspires” me to live. Nothing to look forward to next day.
I really liked drawing, but i just can’t push myself to do it, because: i’m kinda scared from how will people around look at me, and i’m really far from good, which kinda turns my passion off.
I don’t really like any kind of sports, but i do a bit of in-line skating.
I just spend one year of my life, doing nothing. It angers me. But at the same time, i can’t do much about it. One day i’m burning with passion, doing something really eagerly, but then it stops for month or so…
Maybe i didn’t find the right thing to try it, or i just don’t have right people around (i get easily influenced by people living with me, i’m pretty sure that if my roommate (i live at college) was drawing, i would draw too, and so on with many other things…).
Please, give me some advice, what can i try doing, to change my life. To start going on again.
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