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When I was younger, I was molested by my cousin.
And I don’t know who to talk to about this. I told a past counselor about it, but after that session she could no longer see any of her patients due to personal issues. I felt like I was finally getting somewhere with her, like I could get better, and I was. But I can’t talk to my current counselors (I have two at the moment because I don’t exactly have a “permanent” address, but in August, I’ll be seeing only one) like that. The one that I will continue to see I’m more comfortable with, but it’s still hard. I mean after having told my old counselor and not being about to follow up with her on how telling affected me, I feel restless and afraid to say it again. I’m tired of feeling like crap over this. This isn’t the only time something like this has happened to me, but it’s the one that I’m most ashamed about. It’s the one that makes me feel the most dirty. Sometimes I can’t breathe, I just want to extract myself from this damned body.
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