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i Don’t even know myself.
Ive been with my boyfriend for a year and a half. We’ve had our ups and downs just like any other couple… well maybe a little more problems then normal. but its all well now… i guess. Everytime I sit here at night and think about my relationship with him, it brings me to tears. Deep down I know he loves me, but it seems to me like he finds it so hard to show it… and that makes me feel like he doesnt love me. He doesn’t tell me all the things he used to say to me. He hardly ever holds me or holds my hand or makes any BOYFRIEND-like gesture….. This is the first real relationship hes ever had. And when i tell him how i feel, he always tells me “I just don’t know how to be a good boyfriend”…. Maybe its just me. Its hard to trust him at this point because of stuff from the past of him lying to me. and were in the process of bettering out lives together building that trust again…. I don’t think I should have to ask for some appreciation… but maybe its too much… I don’t know… Looking at other couples being so in love, and then looking back at my relationship makes me feel sad….. I Do love him so much and have worked hard for this relationship putting my all…. but theres so much emotion about not feeling like theres enough love there from him…I just don’t even know what to think!!!!!
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