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as a child i have always been very shy and very simple down 2 earth girl.
people used to bully me and i said none to them. as it hurted me so i used to cry at home. i was never able to speak in front of people. i could not understand anything den i came to col. 1st yr no friends at all. and den from den on i decided to free myself . i made good friends went out etc. bt i lost all of dem and i dont knoe the reason. now m in degree col. again i made new friends in a year i lost them too for some reasons.. and i fell in love with a guy in ma col. n he also started liking me. bt in the middle i realised my past n my simplicity n i thought dat how will i be able to shhare myself with dat guy. he w totally opposite to me jst axcatly opposite. he smokes drinks. n is an extrovet to some extent. i love him very much. but with all past watever happned and the fear of loosing him.. made me away from him.
he came cashing around me. i dint even speak a word to him. and he got irritated and angry on me or watever. he is not known i i have been ignoring him just because i love him. and dont want to loose him just like others .
i am very lonely.
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