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I afraid of my mum not liking me

I’m afraid of accepting my sexuality while still not yet my own person and caught up with my mother,
I have to hide me away.

I don’t wont to ever blame my previous partner - she was right about most things, she loved me, I loved her, I was very confused.

I want to live

I want to wake up

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Anonymous #
9 months, 3 weeks ago (2 minutes after post)

I felt like I was alive with my first love, now I feel like I’m right back at the beginning.

I am empty, a dark ugly hole, nothing beautiful inside, nothing I want to let out. But I need to be something, but all I am is this ugly twist vile mess.

I exist…

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SlightlyUnique offline Verified User (4 years, 9 months) Long Term User Shouts: 1 #
An Undisclosed Location | 9 months, 3 weeks ago (50 minutes after post)

A question. If you weren’t afraid what would you do?

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Anonymous #
9 months, 3 weeks ago (59 minutes after post)

SlightlyUnique wrote:
A question. If you weren’t afraid what would you do?

breath and live as me…

but not sure what that means yet

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SlightlyUnique offline Verified User (4 years, 9 months) Long Term User Shouts: 1 #
An Undisclosed Location | 9 months, 3 weeks ago (2 hours, 18 minutes after post)

Then thats what you need to find out - Stop worrying about what others think of you until you know what you think of you.

I’ld bet theres a lot more to you then a dark ugly hole ;) - try looking at other parts of yourself and see what you can see. Find the positive because i can quite literally guarantee that its there! :D

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Anonymous #
9 months, 3 weeks ago (2 hours, 53 minutes after post)

thanks

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