I just broke up with my boyfriend of 1 year and four months.
Do you have someone in your life that just gets you and know what you need without you even saying a word? Someone who would do anything for you no matter what? Well I did and it’s so weird not to have it anymore. We had been fighting a lot about stupid things (we were drunk during most of our big fights) and then the day after his bday he invited a bunch of his high school friends who he hadn’t seen all summer to his house for a party.
I never really got along with them and the day before I had found out that my Dad might have a serious health problem and I was freaking out. So at the party I tried talking to people but they wouldn’t really include me I guess because they hadn’t seen eachother in so long. Long story short, I decide to go home because I was just so scared and sad about my issues and then my boyfriend got mad me for leaving his party. I didn’t want to hurt him, I was just going through so much. So then he wouldn’t communicate with me for a few days and we ended up breaking up, but when he came to my house to talk about our relationship, he was only going to stay for 10 minutes. Then I convinced him to come in to watch tv and we ended up hooking up and talking about us for almost four hours….
We both still want to be best friends and he promised that I would never lose him in my life.
I know that this breakup is what is best for him (his grades weren’t too good his first year in college) and I love him and want him to do well. At the same time, I miss him so much and I can’t imagine ever being as close to someone as we were. I just want him to always be in my life. He texted me the next morning saying that we shouldn’t talk for a few days but that he be here if he needed me and that we were still best friends. Then we said I love you to eachother and I haven’t talked to him since Monday. Should I wait for him to contact me or should I contact him?
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