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I am 15 and i feel as if i am worthless I honestly i don’t know what to do with my self I just got my permit on the 27th of july and my mom took me on my third driving lesson today i do not turn well and i know that i am practicing every time that we drive and i can say it is hard when my sister practice’s driving she does very well and my mother does not yell at her at all she just turned 17 when i drive she always yells and me telling me i turn to wide or i drive too slow and that i am tense and need to relax truthfully i don’t know how to relax i feel that i am not comfortable behind the wheel of the car which driving for me is hard anyways i tend to hear voices in my head while i drive and me having conversations with other people am i crazy ? i just feel so alone in the house that i live in and then we moved so i had to switch schools again i really hate moving and i feel that when i grow up and graduate high school no one will remember me i know that when you graduate 90 percent of the people you go to high school with you will not remember and they will not remember but i don’t think i will have any friends at all i mean no one wants me now so i believe no one will want me later i feel that i try my best everyday but when it all comes down i question myself by asking myself who i am i judge myself more than other people i have always been called names through out my life time and for other people it just rolls off their shoulders but for me honestly it sticks to me i always think about it i am not a very strong person when it comes to people talking about my appearance but other than that i am very strong i always get called a man or some thing so i really don’t take pictures of myself i am very dark and majority of the people i hung around before i switched schools multiple times in the past were lighter than me and they were skinnier than me like in gym we had to weigh ourselves and all my other friends and people in my gym class were WAY lighter than what i was they were 140 pounds and below me on the other hand i was 176 pounds at the time now i am 170 pounds so i lost 6 pounds but i hate my stomach i feel that i am the fattest person in the world and i truly feel like i am a complete slob i can say i need help .

I am 15 and i feel as if i am worthless I honestly i don’t know what to do with my self I just got my permit on the 27th of july and my mom took me on my third driving lesson today i do not turn well and i know that i am practicing every time that we drive and i can say it is hard when my sister practice’s driving she does very well and my mother does not yell at her at all she just turned 17 when i drive she always yells and me telling me i turn to wide or i drive too slow and that i am tense and need to relax truthfully i don’t know how to relax i feel that i am not comfortable behind the wheel of the car which driving for me is hard anyways i tend to hear voices in my head while i drive and me having conversations with other people am i crazy ? i just feel so alone in the house that i live in and then we moved so i had to switch schools again i really hate moving and i feel that when i grow up and graduate high school no one will remember me i know that when you graduate 90 percent of the people you go to high school with you will not remember and they will not remember but i don’t think i will have any friends at all i mean no one wants me now so i believe no one will want me later i feel that i try my best everyday but when it all comes down i question myself by asking myself who i am i judge myself more than other people i have always been called names through out my life time and for other people it just rolls off their shoulders but for me honestly it sticks to me i always think about it i am not a very strong person when it comes to people talking about my appearance but other than that i am very strong i always get called a man or some thing so i really don’t take pictures of myself i am very dark and majority of the people i hung around before i switched schools multiple times in the past were lighter than me and they were skinnier than me like in gym we had to weigh ourselves and all my other friends and people in my gym class were WAY lighter than what i was they were 140 pounds and below me on the other hand i was 176 pounds at the time now i am 170 pounds so i lost 6 pounds but i hate my stomach i feel that i am the fattest person in the world and i truly feel like i am a complete slob i can say i need help .

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