I’m depressed most of the time…
My problem is that i’m not doing anything with my life right now.
I’m taking care of my dads farm while hes having fun traveling which i think he deserves, but, I’m completely lonely i mean i’ve been like this for 5 months now and it’s starting to affect me..
the firs few months were ok because i was in high school which took most of my time but i just graduated and now i’m 24/7 in the farm..
I try keeping my mind busy reading, writing doing exercise and gardening, i’m even learning how to sing.. but it’s all getting really monotonous.
Friends yea sure i have, the problem is that i don’t really like them that much.
And i have so many thing in my mind,Suicide comes once in a while but not as an option, it’s not like my problems can’t be solve. I’m just really bored of this.
For some reason i just keep getting depressed. I don’t like being alone.
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