I’m not ready for this!
I’m kinda drunk so sorry for my bad grammar..
Anyways, ok so ill tell you a story that happened to me some time go.
So, ok this one time i went to my uncles house with my neighbor shes like 22 years old im 19. we started drinking we got a bit wested and she kinda hit on me.. he started to make out so she asked me if i wanted to go to the bedroom i was like ok, but i told her she wouldn’t get anything from me, so we just kissed a lot, after a lot of making out, i felt kinda guilty because I’m gay and i didn’t want her to get to exited because she wouldn’t get anything from me .
anyways i trusted her with my secret because we’ve been friends sense i was like 7 years old. and still she was hitting on me, like if she thought that she would “cure” me… So i told her to stop and i just left her there on the bed all horny..
So i just found out that she told my uncle that i was gay. He told me because he was drunk! he was like ” I know everything” ” she told me everything that happened with you that night” i couldn’t really think of anything i was shocked! one of my close familiars found out that i am gay!
And only god knows how many more people she told.. we where having some drinks with my uncle and this guy came out of nowhere. I had a few drinks with this guy before, and he acted so strangely, he started asking what was my name and i told him, he was really drunk because he couldn’t remember me.
I told him my name and he started saying this weird stuff, like ” i’ll lend you my knife so you can kill yourself” I was like WTF! and then he said something like ” oh so you’re folip ( he confused my name for some reason) and he said “the one who need to be ****** on the ***!” Like seriously!? i didn’t tell him anything because he was really drunk!… maybe hes just confused.. but all the things he said actually hurt me..
I’m not ready to be hated for who i am. i’m not ready to tell my family, im not ready to stand this ****** up world!
I’m not sure if i should talk to this girl and tell her how ****** up she is to tell people about someone else secrets.
This guy said that he would come to my house tomorrow. to invite me some beers i’m not sure if i should talk to him about what he said..
I’m not sure what to say to my uncle after i found out that he knows that im gay!
Maybe it’s just the alcohol talking but anyways this worries me…. a lot.
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