My life is so pointless.
I have no friends because nobody likes me. All I do everyday is sit at home on the computer. I hate myself and and depressed all the time. I feel inferior to everyone else. I’m 15, and everyone else my age seems to not have the problems I’m having. They have friends, they do things, they aren’t fat, they don’t fail in school, they aren’t socially awkward. I am the complete opposite of.everyone else and am inferior. I think I am just unlucky. I’ve always been an outcast. No one liked me in daycare when I was 2. No one liked me in preK. No one liked me in Kindergarten, 1st grade, 2nd grade, the list goes on. I failed 9th grade because I was too depressed to do any of the work. I would sleep in class just so everything could go away for awhile. Now I have to do school online, but I hate that too. I WANT to make friends, but I just can’t, and now that I don’t go to actual school, there is not even bit of a chance that I could. I have to go to online school this year no matter what, I’m already registered. My life is such a waste, this 15 years of my life has been so pointless and miserable. Why couldn’t I just turn out normal like everyone else? I hate myself so much, it hurts to live like this.
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